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I feel like im on the edge of a clif screaming on top of my voice but everyone just stares at me, no one is even trying to help… this is ridiculous. today I got told that I will fail my drama GCSE cos my entire group is pissing about rather than doing something… and these exams are driving me up the wall- 3 in a row, 1,5 hrs each this is so fuckin stupid…. Especially when they say that its not gonna be like that in the real thing. We have like 1 exam a week…so why put us through such stress for no reason? I wish I could go wherever I wanted to without everyone demanding something I cant do from me… I cant do 2 exams at the same time nor I can play tennis when im so out of breath that im about to faint. Nor I can be a star or an A* student in everything. This is just not possible. Why cant they understand it? Stupid people… or maybe im stupid? Should I even be here? Lastly, I cant love him anymore. This is getting kinda ridiculous… he is after me for the reason I don’t know and I just don’t know how to react… how to love him right? He wants me and I know it, but I don’t see how we can get back to where we were… its been too long…so many things have changed…and he has hurt me too much...