the cat is sick again... same problem for the 4th time in 6 months... doctors say there is a surgery, but im not sure about it... it's too risky... i can't lose Muska... she's with me for almost 8 years... can't think now, need to speak with the doctor again... discuss her illness, make decisions and then just wait for the results.
i don't want surgery but i can't let the cat suffer all the time... she's in pain, she can't even walk anymore...

ps - life was perfect for a short time...