just came home from the riots... i could have been killed at least 3 times tonight.. the fucking police shot tear gas bombs and rubber bullets right into people's heads.. i saw how police was beating the shit out of innocent people who wanted to surrender.. i almost got abused too.. luck helped me out.. but my hands are still shaking and i cannot relax.. can't sleep either.. two men who were helping me to get away from the police, were attacked and almost killed right in front of my eyes.. other people were shot, one was shot with a tear gas bomb, and he collapsed right there immediately.. i did not see him standing up nor moving his body.. i think he died..
tonight there was, and maybe still is, a civil war on the streets of Budapest.. i can still hear the gun shots.. and all those frightened screams.. it was horrible.. i can't believe im still alive.