Сванцева, I did think a lot about homosexuality and I keep thinking about it now. But somehow, my position has changed. It didn't take much desperacy before. Having sex with a female was something off the horizon. And some guys were out to... get to know me better. I almost found myself falling into it, but one day I said to myself "Shit, do you like guys? No, buddy, that won't do, think and answer again: do YOU like guys?" - "No, I sure don't, I find it disgusting!" And that did it. What made me stop acting stupid was a lesson I was once taught.
A guy called Leo (he's straight and has a girlfriend) hooked me up on the ICQ and said "Hey, I just knew there were a girl you might like to get acquainted with." - "Why's that", I asked. "I see where furry culture's heading: gay orgies and all that shit. I don't want any young members like you get this low. Don't get spoilt by the motherfuckers, choose the right way", he replied. He made me stop and think. And I made my decision. Guys? We can still be friends. Ladies? I'm all yours.