While i was lying in bed yesterday, i suddenly became upset, when i heard the song called Robert Miles - Children. It made me shake a tear, though i am not a weeper. But my heart hurt, as if it was torn into million pieces by barbed wire. As if there were million thorns inside it. I stretch my smile, and they think that i am happy, They are naif. I want end it up dead. That's it. I give up...