I don't know
Don't want to think bout it, to talk bout it, to hear bout it. It's all about going home!`Home? I know that mom is waiting for me, but i don't want to blame her later. I should be confident about my decision and it should be My decision, not just necessity born under the pressure.
I am her child, but I am not a child anymore. She doesn't get it. Will never get it. She doesn't realise that I've already started my own life. Watever I will do with this life, all responsibility for my destiny should beon my shoulders. I am not redy to make mistakes under somebody's directions. Even mom's.
Why can't it be easy?