Why??????????????
Why not??????????
Fucking tired, wanna go home and have some rest, but it's not for me anymore. I can't be weak like that, but i can't play games like others, i want so much and don't want anything.
Why is everything falling apart? I am trying hard, i am trying to fix my life, my soul, my brains, my heart. And yet, the world says NO. May be i am not trying hard enough? But look at others - they get what they want without all that shit i am going through. May be it's my fault, i don't know. Can i just have a break?