I am tired, dudes. Fucking really tired. Can't even force myself to smile, even when i see people whom i used to like and used to trust. Worked in the club tonight and felt like something misarable, unnecessary and invisable. I don't like that place anyore, don't like what i am doing there. I feel like all of them betrayed me without betraying. I believed in our team and now see that everybody is for himself. And it's everywhere, the whole life, the whole world is like that. No scence to trust anybody. I am dissapointed in people, they are so weak in their rush to be strong