В колонках играет - Save my life

I miss people, i miss soulmates, i miss conversations with meaning and understanding, i miss "being near" thing. I feel so lonely, restless, indifferent and lost.
I don't want to see anybody, to meet anybody new, because they don't know me. I don't want their fake words and their fake smiles, i don't want any games. I don't trust them.
Being true and simple, to say what u really think - is it so complicated? Is it so fucking impossible? Why do they have to hide their real faces behind the masks, why are they afraid to show real feelings, real personalities? Are they so ugly?
My friends - everything that i have, my people...
I used to say that i am happy, cuz i have them. Why am i not smiling then?
I miss him. Still miss him, when there is no scence, no meaning of that.
Fuck everything, fuck this fucking world. It hurt me so fucking hard.
And still I can't hate it