В колонках играет - Three Days Grace

I saw him in a dream.
Remember that in my dream i wanted to break up with him, was packing his things, wanted to get rid of them. I didn't really see him, but felt that he was somewhere around. So, i was taking out his staff from the shelfs - some small unimportant things and realised suddenly that want to see him, talk to him.
I started to look for him, but couldn't find. I was missing him so much, wanted to talk, didn't have any topic though. I went outside and saw him sitting on the ground, his back turned to me...
It was a month ysterday since i got the news
I spent that day with the other man, whom i don't even like
Does it mean that i betray him?
Am i still that real and beautiful person he liked?
Am i his freand?
Who am i after all?