I am fucking worried about him. What is going on with him? May be he is right, may be he is too much for me, too much misunderstandable, too much seen, too much hurt. I feel sorry, i feel hurt for his pain. I don't know what to think, just want to go to his house, to hug him and say, that everything will be ok. I don't know how, but I feel him, his pain. Didn't sleep the whole night, when he was drinking out his pain, i received his message at 5, but didn't answer. I answered his call at 11 and still thinking about his words. He was apologysing for his behaviour, saying that he loves me any way, that he doesn't know how to deal with me, because i am so different and so person. He said, that he is not gonna call me anymore. May be now he is ashamed of his words, but these words is what i want to hear from him.
He was hurt, cus thought that hurt me last time. Yes, he did, but i didn't tell him about that, i never tell him anything. And now I am hurt again, i feel bad for him, i am sorry.
Just want to know that he is ok...