Was thinking one day. Actually everything, that i dream about comes true. Seems like creator listens to my thoughts and helps me out with my staff just out of curiosity what i will do with that staff.
I wanted him, i got him. I was bored, puzzled, scared and here it comes - no more him, no more me... And now I am scared, that I lost him. Don't want relashions with him, can't imagine him with somebody else.
WHY??? Where is my satisfaction with this world, my empty world, full of illusions?!? Where is my true and only love to loneliness?
I have so many questions, and thinking them over and over just rises even more chaos in my punk head.
Want to be invisable...