why the fuck am i so nervous when i dont know something? i dont know what the fuck happened to him... i dont even fucking know if he came home last night....what the fuck can i do to find out??? i cant call anyone, i dont know any of the freakin phone numbers........
i hope its nothing.......but what the fuck am i gonna do if its something? im gonna fucking kill him if its nothing.......
i dont fucking like my nerves being all shook up like that.. i dont need this crap
i need peace and quiet....i can get nervous at other things. why the fuck do i even bother.../
fuck fuck fuck
i hate this fucking word, i hate this world........fuck