I miss you all. your words, boring phrases, foolish jokes and tactless  questions.miss the whole your attracting personality, whiсh I haven`t solved in spite of  having tried
missing you all I wonder if anyone could and`s going to explain me why you have appeared in my already fulfilled life when there was no need of your  smart appearance

you` ve already broken all the stereotypes and prejudice, so ,then,  what else do you want? 
Without any doubts I will love you and remember this highly relaxing feelings you have  been presenting to me for this unforgettable  year. Just that`s your guilt.
That`s not a strict  verdict, no, of course.That`s only a small charge which you`re not interested in. Your guilt just consists of your existence and independence.U have to do nothing. Just feel, enjoy your  powerful male charm while others`re really suffering from it