No, I don’t cry on the outside anymore.
Anymore.

Broken up, deep inside.
But you won't get to see the tears I cry .

I will ne Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong.



(mix song)

I like It...

..................

Nothing sharp. Nothing.

Hete. Hate me. Please. Please hate me.

Nothung Sharp. Fuck.

"In your eyes..
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I’m melting
In your eyes..
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me, lay with me now."

I cant say that I hate you.

Just go away. So I can move on with my life.

Please go away.

I miss you.

But I'm nothing.

I wish I was invisible as you make me feel.

Go away. I'm tierd.

Go away !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck you. I... miss you.

Go. Go and take my feeling's for you away. GO.

Give me a knive.

Please...

Cheer up my Emo kid.
Dont be sad.
I told I want hurt you.
I promised.
And I gave you a hug.
I mean I wanted, But you were far from me.
But you laugh, smiled.
At least that.

Cheer up my Emo kid.
Dont forget me.
I wish you knew.
I wish you say it to.

You know what? I miss you.

..

Just kill me.

Please.

I hte my life.

Hate it.



.

I can't. I can't be strong.

Fuck. I'm sorry. I can't !

Believe me, I hate myself for it.

I'm sorry I can't help.
I'm sorry...

Please understand me.
Sorry. Sorry.


You right. I'm scared of death.
But I'm not scared of pain.
I use to it. I'ts my escape.

I'm stuck here.

I'm doing becuse I want to sleep.
Sorry.

It's the only way.
I'm so sorry.

Oh.
Now I can sleep...

Good night.

My hand look's bad =\

Fuck.

To much red =\

It's so fucking easy to pretend that I'm ok,
Whan I want to scream that I'm not?

I hate myself even more whan I want to ask for help,
I know that people will know that I'm feeling bad.
And they will feel bad becuse they can't help me.

"I made sure that I look how I wanted to look.
The people around me,
The people surround me.

Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm fake, I'm fake."

Only I can help myself.
But I can't.
Sorry.

You say I'm strong.
I'm not, I'm just used to pretend.

You say that you hate yourself.
I cant say anything-I feel that way to.
I hate myself to.

You say I'm always smiling.
I'm dead inside, you know?

You told me its not getting easy.
I told you I know.

I want to die...
That word is so nice.
Die.

So familiar.
Kill me.

Cut.

I cant survive.

Another cut.

I'ts hard.

Grrrrrrrr.........

I cant find me.
I hate the person I am.
I hate myself .

I'm realy lost.

Help me.
Help me.
Help me.
Help me.
Help me.
Help me.
Help me.
Help me.
Help me.
Help me.

A new cut.
That feels good.

My hend hurt's. pleasant.

Thare's little blood. I didnt cut deep.
But that feels so good for now.

But now I have to go back to reality. Shit.


"Lets go down now
Into the darkness of your thoughts
Hurry up now, we’re waiting for us to fall" (Niki FM)