в голову даже лезут пара-тройка абзацев, но на этом все и заканчивается. Лень продолжать

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He said to me: "You're stupid. You're fucking stupid! Just get a train or a boat or whatever you can get that time of day and go, go away, the further the better! Don't look back, don't look at all, close your eyes and imagine that you're a tree that grows in some dark forest and it's quiet and there's nothing to remember, nothing to care of, nothing to be scare of!"
And I asked him: "What do you say, I can't hear you?"

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