Ggmen,
all these language profounded schools give so called "Russian English" - funny thing to use with other English-speaking Russians))
"Russian English" i speak myself ;)
viva self-education!

Early all the software, games and interesting documents was only in English so I was have to know this language perfectly. And a language experience with a foreign guys) played an condsiderable role.

Ggmen,
i've seen a lot or programmers who knew some terms in English and was absolutely sure that's enough =)
what do you mean by "interesting documents"?
did you read Kastaneda in original? ;)

deep transcendental meditation is my outer channel...

Ggmen,
well...
do you really mean what you mean?

exactly

Ggmen,
does somebody learn you?
i guess such things don't come by themselves...

only your own experience can drive you to the top and it canot be learned it is not a study. If you have a teacher it means that you have already made your way through. We are coming to a one stream.

Ggmen,
it's impossible to disagree
but anyhow somebody shows you the way...
had you start meditation-practicing before you heard about it?
even if you had some sudden experience you need books or a teacher to understand and to make this sudden experience your way!

I've started meditate before i've heard about it. I've read some books about lately but i can't say that they gave me something considerable, my method differs in key. Meditation it is a property of every mind we just don't pay attention to our feelings. Just think about meditation, think that you want to understand what is and the door will open as it happens.

Meditation it is a property of every mind we just don't pay attention to our feelings. Just think about meditation, think that you want to understand what is and the door will open as it happens.

as for me sometimes i dive in free fantasies (not sexual - just sream of consciousness). it let me relax very effectively. like dreams in sleep.
but it is something opposite meditation because i fallow free way instead of concentration...

it is another kind of meditation... dynamique meditation)

meditation is not just the relaxing or next step of concentration it is much deeper and universal instead of classical studies and tradition thinks

don't know what d'you mean by traditional thinking by i'm sure that oriental tradition is acquainted with every possible kind of meditation))

under "dynamic meditation" people usually mean that you can think and act simultaneously.
that very "just do it" =)
action which is understanding itself.
no before-thinking. not for the least instant.

as for me i just take out control over my thoughts a bit)
but i had shot periods of dynamic meditation in my wushu-gyms.

For me dynamic meditation is a meditation in movement... when you are free from your your body, free from thinking process you just moving. it may be a movement in other mental worlds.

before liveinternet i didn't know that there are so many dreamers and astral-voyagers among us...
i had three cool dreamers only in my "buddies" here. maybe even four with you)
but for me all fairy-tales about such magic journeys are strange...
i believe but i never even get near to the edge of such experience.
i'm a prisoner of my thinking mind(

I don't think that u r the prisoner) you way have just began) take a rest and be strong. every moment u have a decision to go that way or to leave) but... everything is going the way of freedom and the higher intelegence is a great loving substance thas is covering all of its parts even the worse one) so pay attention u will have everything u want, and don't forget to think about it. mmm the time of thought materialisation varies much take a notice.

Ggmen,
i am in the jale of people who knows better what i am, where my way leads, what waits me after next turn.
sorry, but...

let's change topic))
i'm so curious about why you call yourself gg... gigalo...

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Ggmen,
i am in the jale of people who knows better what i am, where my way leads, what waits me after next turn.
sorry, but...

let's change topic))
i'm so curious about why you call yourself gg... gigalo...

Surely you know))) i'm just smiling it is so similar)

And i'm not a gigalo anymore) and i was not a gigalo in a common way)

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And i'm not a gigalo anymore) and i was not a gigalo in a common way)

yeah, i felt that you mean something not in a common way.
that's why i'm interesting in it))

don't you think it's not polite to speak foreign language in a public place of the RUnet? ;)

Oh i haven't noticed))))) U think it's not polite?

Ggmen,
maybe...
it's a hint)))

Так и бы и сказала, что надоело говорить по английски))))))))))))

Ggmen,
неее)))
этого я в виду не имела)))
it's up to you

What is the a hint?*with a strange sight*

skip it over)
it's not a hint if i explane))