someone was here
nothing prevented the transaction of waves materials
throughout these lives
is that what we called living
an energetic sphere of desires propeling me to open my eyes tomorrow and the day after
but why should I do it
im lonely im alone i speak like the famed mother of a hopeless sleazebag
what have i become
into whom I have morphed so that t h i s satisfies me
ive learned to better adapt to forgive my scratching angry ambitions
and forget my obligations that only i have conceived to be important
i tasted dxm
it was in me
did i change
i tasted dxm
it is not a loser drug
because all others are hard to find
i saw plateaus
and soared
next day was not unusual