Dima!This is very beautifully and sincerely!
I liked your feelings.I hope that they to feel love
to you too.And... I am sure that you were running already.
(see your note: ".....I'm running to be their friends").
Differently, you would not write about them so.
Don't forget! They have a little bit another mentality.
He(Jacob) loves you !!!!!

I hope that you understood me.
Best wishes.
(I am waiting for your corrections.)