So as I said I am very angry lately, in rage... Beside that I wrote almost a whole album recorded small part of it, drew a lot of stuff, trained like crazy because I need to get the anger somewhere... What make me angry now is that I don't feel the pain I should after over training, and I trained till I could barely stand. So I guess everything is in its routine. By the fact I didn't write here for 3 years, I can say I was very busy. Being busy is bad. Since while being extra busy I kinda lost all contact with the people. And now that I have a few moments to breath, there is no body left I can spend that moments with. I guess that's what make me kinda angry which leads to over training which means I am gonna busy again soon. After all what else is left for me other then being very busy.