Fred_in_Westland, thank you. I think I need it right now. I wrote this post hastily, so that I could just release all the tension. I feel slightly relieved already. I'm just going to put some meditation music into the i-pod for 20 mins, lay down, close my eyes and relax. :)
Hope your day is going better than mine. :)
The truth is - for some unknown reason there are always good and bad periods in everyone's life: some are really good, some are really bad and they do change one another. And when a bad period comes, all you can do is just hold one and try not to panic. And then eventually a new good period starts. You just have to get through the bad one with as less losses as possible. So hold on!
self-made, i agree with you. The thing is though, I get it, that life if not perfect, and I had things happen to me, but it wasn't that everything thad day would go south. But I've noticed recently, about a month ago, I've had this thing - from morning till night I had all the crap happening to me, that was totally uncalled for. And I also started noticing, that some days start off nicely and continue going perfectly, even though they were supposed to have some expected mishaps. Weird.