self-made,
self-made, that's what I've always thought myself - the dreams are some sort of confused bits and pieces of past and present, that make absolutely no sense. And I always disregarded them as nothing important or real. The same thing with the mediums, my family dragged me to see one this past fall, and I was very skeptical about the whole thing, and of course came out of that session with the same beliefs that I went in there with " It's all bullcrap. "
Then a few months back one of my co-workers( a very intelligent mother of 3 who recently lost her 39 yo husband) went to see this medium lady, and she was amazed how accurate she was with the whole communication between her and her crossed over husband; this woman never believed in all that medium stuff before. When she told me about her session, I had goosebumps all over me. :) So, recently I've decided to go check this medium out on my own. I was still very skeptical at first, but then it hit me...I believe she's extremely intuitive and that's how she works, I don't know about the rest of her skills, but it was a very interesting experience. That's for sure.
Actually I've always been very analytical, both mentally and psychologically; I always try to put things together, reason, to figure everything out, to find resolutions, it's just the way I am. But know I've realized how much we disregard our natural sense of self-discovery, self-protection by overanalyzing everything logically. Sometimes it's just so much easier to tune in to your own self and you'll find many answers to your questions. I thought I was crazy at first and when I started reading this book, written by an MD/intuitive healer and the part where she was describing the dreams stuff, I was totally reluctant to believe in that. Till last night. I don't know for sure what that dream was trying to convey to me, but hopefully I'll be able to find out. :) I know ladies, it does sound wild to you, I was the same exact way a few months back, but it's so much fun exploring your own self. :) And yes, I'm still very reasonable and logical most of the time. LOL