
Âîò, ÷òî, îêàçûâàåòñÿ, ïèøóò ëþäè â ñîñòîÿíèè ïîëíîãî àôôåêòà. À ÿ è íå çíàëà. Äàæå ïîäóìàòü íå ìîãëà. È êàê òàêîé áðåä ìîã ïðèäòè åé â ãîëîâó. Æóòü. ß ïðîñòî â øîêå ñ íåå. Õîðîøî õîòü ÿ íå ñëèøêîì áëèçêî ñ íåé çíàêîìà, à òî, ÷óâñòâóþ, åå áåçóìèå åùå, íå äàé Áîã, ìîãëî áû è íà ìåíÿ ïîäåéñòâîâàòü. Íåò óæ, óâîëüòå. "Áàáàì - öâåòû, äèòÿì - ìîðîæåíîå".
Ãëóïî, íî ïðàâäà æèçíè.  íàøåé æèçíè âñåãäà âñå òàê. Åñëè åñòü îäíî, çíà÷èò, îáÿçàòåëüíî áóäåò è äðóãîå. Òàê áûëî ñ ñàìîãî ñîòâîðåíèÿ ìèðà, òàê åñòü è òàê áóäåò. "È Áîã ñêàçàë: "Äà áóäåò Ñâåò". È ñòàë Ñâåò. È âìåñòå ñ íèì ïîÿâèëàñü ïåðâàÿ Òåíü".
I`m tired
I`m so tired
I don`t wanna sleep
I don`t wanna be awake
I don`t wanna eat
I don`t wanna drink
I don`t wanna live
I don`t wanna die
I don`t wanna go hame
I don`t wanna go back
I wanna stay here
I Don`t know where
I don`t wanna cry
I don`t wanna smile
I don`t wanna think of him
I don`t wanna think of others
I don`t wanna blame myself
I keep doing it
I don`t wanna blame him
I`m not gonna do it
It looks like
I`m loosing my mind
It seems that
I`m loosing myself
I should get rid of my tears
I should get rid of my pain
I must forget him
I can`t do it
I hate you, stupid girl
I hate him, silly boy
Probably he doesn`t think of me
I don`t give a damn
Probably he doesn`t miss me
It can`t be true
Probably he stop loving you
I can`t believe in it
Probably you must help him
How can I do it?
Undoubtedly it`s a triffle
Forget!!! Forgive!!! Awake!!!
Êàê âèäèøü, òû áûëà ïðàâà, îíà çäåñü äàæå ðàçìåð íå ñîáëþäàëà. Íî õîòÿ ìíå êàæåòñÿ, ÷òî â ýòîì åå ìîæíî ïîíÿòü, â òàêîì-òî ñîñòîÿíèè… ñàìà çíàåøü. Õå-õå…