no sound of footsteps coming from the hall, no voices in the kitchen, no crowded parties at my place...i wish...i'm a typical 'cancer' always strive to hide my ass in a warm and quiet place. fussy relatives...my worst nightmare...moms,dads,sisters,half-brothers,grandmoms,dad's ex-wives,ex-girlfriends,current girlfriends...the whole crowd nibbling at my pshyche...in a while i started putting on my 'fuck off' pants whenever they showed up. how long will i have to endure it?another couple of weeks?couple of years?i gotta think of a decent excuse to leave...