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...the moment i firts met her..i stared bewildered...
in a puzzled wonder like it was the first human face i
ever laid eyes on...she seemed soft and gentle...and
everything she did was soft and gentle...i couldn't help
wondering:'where does it all come from?' that much
sincerity, honesty, candidness, openness, purity,
innocence....chastity...
i've always considered virginity to be such a
meaningless thing...
but not quite this time...
............
i wanted her to enjoy it...this would've made me
happy...
i was in pains...i was losing pleasure of touching her...
i thought i wouldn't be able to do this to her...
i loved...i lied...i suffered...
....util it finally
happened.....


...then i deflowered her...