Story of my life / searching for the right / but it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul / 'cause it seems that wrong / really loves my company
He's more than a man / and this is more than love / the reason that the sky is blue
The coulds are rollin' in / because I'm gone again / and to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful / and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy / I can see him dying

I don't want to do this anymore / I don't want to be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door / I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt him anymore / I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be / a murderer

I feel it in the air / as I'm doin' my hair / preparing for another day
A kiss upon my cheek / as he reluctantly / as if I'm gonna be out late
I say "I won't be long. Just hangin' with the girls." / A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know / where I'm about to go / and we know it very well

'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful / and it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy / I can see him dying

I don't want to do this anymore / I don't want to be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door / I see him die a little more inside
I don't want to hurt him anymore / I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be / a murderer

Our love / his trust / I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with / I don't want to do this / anymore / whoa-oooh / anymore

And I don't want to do this anymore / I don't want to be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door / I see him die a little more inside
And I don't want to hurt him anymore / I don't want to take away his life
I don't want to be / a murderer - oh
A murderer