...no, dont want to write what happened after that...not because it was something horribly indecent...just cause i dont want to...all i want right now is to go home, lay in bed, close my eyes and find myself in my old apartment back home when i open them again..just like that..."one, two, three, four"...then put on Kid A full blast and listen to Thom's genuine advice on how to disappear completely...again and again...still trying to persuade myself that everything's in its right place...

...although its not...