he said something that made me confused.
and a bit scared.

seems like he's got this unique ability to know what's on my mind, to finish my sentences with just the right words, to understand me better than i do.

i'm just like an open book to him and he's so good at reading between the lines.

slightly creepy. just a little bit, but i seem to enjoy it anyways.


"sometimes clever people with low self-esteem do hang out with the ones who are not that intelligent or with those who are weird just because that makes them feel sane", -he said.

these words are still spinning inside my head.
he was talking about me.

i would have understood him if he'd said: "...because it makes them feel superior or because it flatters their ego", but that was not the point.

do i really need this to feel sane?
sane...

i look at him and i see a person who knows just what to do.
so "not like me" indeed.

but i'm not really sure that having everything under control is what i want....i'm way too chaotic for that.

and goddamit - why the heck do people keep telling me that i'm a perfectionist?!?!?!?!
i know i am, but i never thought it was so obviuos...

a little disguise won't do any harm, i suppose))

Настроение сейчас - ...eeeem, "with a boy" this time))))))))
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