There is a unrelenting sensation of solitude in a penetrating and burning unity with the world, especially when the world is not overly receptive to such a feeling. What am I talking about?

Weekend blues... Even though got well asjusted to, weekends are very challenging time for me. For a while I was trying to pretend weekends are jusy any other days and time of the week. For some time it was working, especially during crunch times, when I move faster then the world. However slowing down just enough to take a breath I feel the stinging drag.

For the second day I'm doing nothing. Watching movies at friends' cable loaded house. Just watched "Kissing Jessica Stein".. Blossom Dearie has a song on the soundtrack (I wish you love, (a very appropriate for my current status :)))..... just a lovely movie.


hm.. Couldn't find lyrics for I WIsh You Love on the Net...
So I jot them down myself

I wish you bluebirds in the Spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this,
I wish you love.

And in July a lemonade,
to cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health, and more than wealth,
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
Then you and I could never be
So with my best, my very best,
I set you free.

I wish you shelter from the storm,
A cosy fire to keep you warm,
But most of all, when snow flakes fall,
I wish you love.