Yes, I am normally insane and have been for many years, for good reason. Something that stands between the ground and the sky ...I know how to die. I once knew how to lose with grace and detachment. I can no longer afford this luxury. If I bore any hidden notion of yielding, I banish it now. My weapon is a frail one but I must wield it.If the gods come down from Fuji and tell me “Daughter, it is it",I must still continue it.