В колонках играет - depeche mode feat. mike shinoda - enjoy the silence
Настроение сейчас - blank

what's the real big deal 'bout this fucking happiness. happiness...blah...blah...blah...bullshit and nothing more. u never can tell that this feeling is happiness or that. the meaning of happiness is very broad in its understanding. why's everybody trying to make me feel happy when i really don't want to,ah? why? what's wrong with u people. i'm living without it and feel my self kinda ok. why are u trying to show me something tha as u think should help me? i don't understand this, really. as u can see i'm not bothering u with this shit. i live my life and i'm not trying to help u with such things as finding happiness. and i wanna ask u 'bout this. stay away from me with such shit,ok? i live my live as only i want to and don't u stand in ma way. that's really simple. u can be close, but don't stay in ma way. it's not that hard as u think. everything is very simple. who knows maybe i'm happy without happiness. maybe thats normal for me. maybe i'dont need it anymore. or maybe i felt enough happiness in my life before and now i should live without it. this shit is such a strange thing u know.

plus today my dear mom celebrates her birthday. i luv u.