I've got nothing to tell u or whoever in the world at the moment... the only thing is that fucking fall contributes to my fucking mood again & again & drives me mad & fags me out & overstrains my nerves... so don't wanna abuse anybody with my whining & marasmus...
sorry.
just some time, just some sun, just some fun & I'll be ok...))
it means I'm not depressed. just a bit exhausted. my brain's sucked up & my heart's blown up by one's fucking bloody indifference, estrangement and inevitability of my fall... everlasting fall. I'm not depressed. not at all. I got used to this. am I a loser? crap. just a piece of crap... silence is everything. silence is nothing. crap.
burning. crying. in vain. wings're broken and trampled down. so what? alive. still alive. who does care 'bout it?..
just some time, just some sun, just some fun & I'll be... who's fucking care?