sometimes I feel myself a kind of diconnected from reality... I dunno how to explain it better. It's when you do smth, walk, talk - all is like through thick glass, barrier, protecting the world from you. Like looking to the screen of computer... I am a kind of interacting now but now like in the real life, pushing my emotionts through the net with my fingers striking buttons, small pieces of plastic with a strange signs on them. What do I have from all this? What will I get after all? Will you understand what I am saying not what I am writing? Does this lines worth to be written? Will they make me happy? Too much questions and too few answers... Normal state of lost people... I'll change smth... Does anybody renting a flat?