It happens from time to time. Suddenly. Unexpected. Sadness. Grabs me... It's not great. And only programming can change this situation. When I turn my desktop on everything disappear. Everything that bother me, everything, that make me sad. Is it a kind of escape from life? I think that it is. When I creating smth I completely sink in myself. Into space carefully created and separated from outer world. But it is not a solution. Just the escape.
Every stick has two ends.