Sometimes I think but for him I would have never known what I could. He taught me a lot of things. Now I know what I should or shouldn’t do when I mix with boys…
I would like to tell u about our association. When he called me, we talked only about ten or fifteen minutes while I was chatting with others my boyfriends about 1 or 2 ours. He has never told me about himself, though I opened my soul. He was so close and at the same time he was so far. I tried to be close to him, but I always run into his wall. But I always knew if I would need help, he would support me.
I don’t know why I’ve written it in English…