Sometimes I hate
That chaos surrounds me,
When all the answers,
That I seek go, around me.

Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
Or am I living up to all your dreams
That made me this way?


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Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change.
Can I change, will I change, or am I always gonna be the same.
I blame the world for making me such a freak,
But the world wants to blame it on me.
My life is twisted.