I've just made an extremly silly thing... I've already written about several messages which I sent to Valya. Well, he answered, told that everything would be all right, that everything is just starting... I asked: What do You mean..."everything". Will you let me start this "everything" with You? Then he asked: But what do you want? Without thinking I answered: You. He wrote that we would discuss it when he came back from StPetersburg. Well... will see. Actually, I'm quite sure that it won't lead to anything usefull... especially if he read mail that I sent him. So I don't understand what I want. Really strange situation. But I know that I need him and miss very much.