Моей боли проходят года
Зачем эта жизнь для меня создана?
Зачем я рождена на этот свет?
Ведь жить всё-равно смысла нет!
Я умру, никто и не заметит!
Я сгнию всем будет всё равно!
Зная, что в жизни этой мне ничего несветит.
Мне одной жить до смерти суждено.



Смерть! Я зову тебя!
Смерть! Я прошу тебя!
Забери мою душу поскорей!
Я умереть хочу быстрей!
Достала это жизнь меня!
Достало всё меня живое!
Лучше бы не было меня!
И не было бы ничего сделанного мной грешного!
Ты услышь мои слова!
Забери быстрей меня!
Надоело мне страдать!
Жить уже мне надоело!
Я хочу в гробу лежать!
Хочу чтоб под землёй сгнило моё тело!
Почему Бог ты боль и страдания мне дал?
А счастя в этой жизни не дал?

A moth into a butterfly
And a lie into the sweetest truth
I'm so afraid of life

I try
To call your name but I'm
Silenced by the fear of dying in your heart once again

I see the seasons changing
And in the heart of this autumn I fall
With the leaves from the trees

I play dead
To hide my heart
Until the world gone dark fades away

I cry
Like god cries the rain
And I'm just one step away
From the end of today

I see the reasons changing
And in the warmth of the past I crawl
Scorched by the shame

I play dead
To hide my heart
Until the world gone dark fades away
And I stay dead
Until you veil my scars and say goodbye to fate
Before it's too late
Before it's too late

I play dead
To hide my heart
Until the world gone dark fades away
I stay dead
Until you veil my scars and say goodbye to fate
I play dead
To hide my heart
Until the world gone dark fades away
Before it's too late

Hiding underneath
The veil of broken dreams
We find her weeping

On her once white wings
She'll be carrying the weight of our deeds
And she bleeds for love
Forever gone

Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie
Killing ourselves a kiss at a time
Devils dance while angels smile
Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie

Finding souls to feed
The nightside of Eden
We see her struggling
For her love's
Last breath and walk off

Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie
Killing ourselves a kiss at a time
Devils dance while angels smile
Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie

She's blinded by the fear
Of life and death and everything in between
We smile when she cries a river of tears
A mirror we see nothing but a reflection of heaven so far away

Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie
Killing ourselves a kiss at a time
Devils dance while angels smile
Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie
So alive
(Drunk on shadows)
So alive

I'm drained but aching for more
And the devil inside is reading
The words of the saddest poem
To be engraved on the stone of my grave.

I'd kill to share your pain,
[And carry the shame]
And sell my soul for you just to say...

I dream what you're dreaming,
And feel what you're feeling,
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of
God

Nothing will be enough
For the ones Who keep on stumbling
In the garden of withering trust
Without the courage to leave.

Oh, I'd take my life for your kiss,
[Grant me my wish]
And lose it all to take you across the abyss...
I dream what you're dreaming,
And feel what you're feeling,
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of
God

You dream what I'm dreaming,
And see what I'm seeing,
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of
God

Labrynth in a shape of a heart
Love's secret architecture,
I find myself to be lost in the
Arms of your fate.

I'd kill to share you pain
[And carry the shame]
And sell my soul for you just to say:

Love's name in vein
Again and again...

Ahahah

I dream what you're dreaming,
And feel what you're feeling,
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of
God

You dream what I'm dreaming,
And see what I'm seeing,
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of
God
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of
[Face of]
The face of
[Face of]
God

Face of
God...

Covered the carcass of time with flowers
To send the scent of blame to the grave
Set the darkest thoughts on fire
And watched the ashes climb to Heaven's gates

We hide behind the crimson door
While the summer is killed by the fall
Alive behind the crimson door
While the winter sings:
"Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me)
"Your love will be the death of me"

Death served wine for lovers
Brought from the world where devils reign
And intoxicated angels with sorrow
They witnessed in the eyes of their slaves

We hide behind the crimson door
While the summer is killed by the fall
Alive behind the crimson door
While the winter sings:
"Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me)
"Your love will be the death of me"

We hide behind the crimson door
While the summer is killed by the fall
Alive behind the crimson door
while the winter sings:
"Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me)
"Your love will be the death of me"

We hide behind the crimson door
While the summer is killed by the fall
Alive behind the crimson door
while the winter sings:
"Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me)
"Your love will be the death of me"

We hide behind the crimson door
We hide behind the crimson door
We hide behind the crimson door
We hide behind the crimson door

Shivers run through the spine
Of hope as she cries
The poisoned tears of a life denied
In the raven-black night
Holding hands with

Dark light
Come shine in her lost heart tonight
And blind
All fears that haunt her with
Your smile
Dark Light

In oblivions garden
Her body's on fire
Writhing to towards the angel defiled
To learn how to die
In peace with her god

Dark light
Come shine in her lost heart tonight
And blind
All fears that haunt her with
Your smile
Dark Light

Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
The suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Nailed to a cross, together
As solitude begs us to stay
And we disappear in the lie, forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are said to start a war

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness (I'm killing loneliness)

I'm killing loneliness

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness with you
Killing loneliness with you
Killing loneliness with you

Killing loneliness
Killing loneliness

I dream of the winter in my heart turning to spring
While the ice gives way under my feet
And so I drown with the sun

I've been burning in water and drowning in flame
To prove you wrong and scare you away
I admit my defeat and want back home
In your heart under the rose

I open my eyes with a sigh of relief
As the warmth of summer sunlight dances around me
And I see you with dead leaves in your hands

I've been burning in water and drowning in flame
To prove you wrong and scare you away
I admit my defeat and want back home
In your heart under the rose

In your heart under the rose

In your heart under the rose

Your heart under the rose
Your heart under the rose
Your heart under the rose
Your heart under the rose

Heaven ablaze in our eyes
We're standing still in time
The blood on our hands is the wine
We offer as sacrifice

Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul

This endless mercy mile
We're crawling side by side
With hell freezing over in our eyes
Gods kneel before our crime

Come on and show, them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
For your soul

Come on and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don't let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don't let go (my love)
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul

You can't escape the wrath of my heart
Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone)
All faith is lust for hell regained
And love dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave)

Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed
And lead you along this path in the dark
Where I belong until I feel your warmth

Hold me like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me like you loved the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

I'll be the thorns in every rose
You've been sent by hope (You'll grow cold)
I am the nightmare waking you up
From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before)

Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close
And paint you my soul, scarred and alone
Waiting for your kiss to take me back home

Hold me like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me like you loved the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

Hold me like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me like you loved the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire HEART

Hold me like you held on to life
Like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
My vampire heart

Love me like you loved the sun
Like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my, my vampire heart

Should've known how hard it is to stop tearing each other apart
Separating souls entwined in all these labyrinthine lies

I am dead to you, a shadow doomed
My love, forever in the dark
And of all unthruth, the truest is you
Too close to my heart

This emptiness I've made my home
Embracing memories of dreams long gone
One last caress from the corpse of love
Is all I want underneath the cyanide sun

We've sailed the seas of grief on a raft built with our tears
Looking for a way to disappear for a moment from our deepest fears

I'll be drowning you in this river of gloom
Forever in my heart, Oh, my love

This emptiness I've made my home
Embracing memories of dreams long gone
One last caress from the corpse of love
Is all I want underneath the cyanide sun

Underneath the cyanide sun
(We will be, we will be)
Underneath the cyanide sun
(Endlessly, we will be)

Underneath the cyanide sun...

You had demons to kill within you screaming
With a gun loaded with guilt you opened their eyes

Love preys the living and praises the dead
In the heart of our hearts by death we were wed

Bleed well the soul you're about to sell for passion derranged
Kiss and tell, baby we're bleeding well
Bleed well the heart you're about to fail for reasons insane
Kill and tell, baby we're bleeding well...
In Hell
'No love lost under her will', I heard you weeping
And on those words a church was built to keep the pain in
If death is the answer to love's mysteries
Then bleed on my darling to the sound of a dream

Bleed well the soul you're about to sell for passion derranged
Kiss and tell, baby we're bleeding well
Bleed well the heart you're about to fail for reasons insane
Kill and tell, baby we're bleeding well...

In Hell

Sorrow rebuild me as I step out of the light
Misery strengthen me as I say my goodbyes

I heal my wounds with grief
And dream of you
And weep myself alive

Despair has a face
And all these wounds remain unhealed
Bless the killed and enslaved
Our own hearts are our love's will
Thrilled to start all over again

Crawl down Dead Lovers' Lane
The maze of memories stained
And it sucked the blood right out of my heart

Fear has a name written
On unhallowed ground with dead leaves
Those words never fail to feed the hunger
That dreams are needs beyond God's grasp

Crawl down Dead Lovers' Lane
The maze of memories stained
And it sucked the blood right out of my heart
Scream out love's name in vain
Erase the pain again and lose yourself
Along the dark Dead Lover's Lane

I hid the keys to unlock love's heart
To hold you in my sweetest pain and suffering
Everything's unfair in our lust and war
Redemption beyond right and wrong

In our hearts love keeps sweet-talking to despair
And goes on sleepwalking past hope
All is lost in this war
And all we can do is to wail and weep to the saddest song
Sleepwalking past hope

I unlit the light to embrace the dark
To be near but not to turn into you my darling
Forever we're lost in our souls' storm
Reflections of each other's faults

I gave up long ago
Painting love with crimson flow
Ran out of blood and hope
So I paint you no more
My hell begins from the 10th
And descends to the circle
Six hundred threescore and six
And from there I crawl beneath Lucifer's claws
Just for one last kiss

Blinded I am and so are you by shedding tears
Confusion that separates us two we hold dear

Just look into my eyes
Kiss our fears goodbye

I'm reaching for your shadow-drowning in the kiss of dawn
Touching the pain that you left me with at the kiss of dawn

I'm tired of the games i'm playing with you when you're not here
Death frees from the fear of dying, it's true, have no fear

Let me look into your eyes
And see death pass us by

I'm reaching for your shadow-drowning in the kiss of dawn
Touching the pain that you left me with at the kiss of dawn