vot uge 3 den' kak ya ne splu...tagko..glaza rasplivauza po monitiry..igaraut sniperi..nastroenie lagovoe..ya ustala..srivaus na ludei,naverno u mena skoro buit depresnak..ne 4ego ne ho4eca,,ha4u toka spat..es4e shob mena vse ostavili vpokoe....

skoka ya znala ludei i horoshih i plohih,dobrih i zlih,gadnih i shedrih.podlih i 4esnih...nu nikak ne mogu ponat' prirodu ludei-svolo4ei(suk,predatelei)..nikak ne mogu ponat' logiku..za4em ludi eto delayt..za4em eti falshivie slova,obazatelstva.obeshaniya..vse ge laga...vot ne pponimau vot poidi i skage 4eloveku mol tak i tak ti takoi i takoi..ya dumau o tebe tak i tak..net ge za spinoi,,obmusolit.obsudit'...ugas.....mena v o4erednoi raz predali..blagodary boga shto eto bil ne blizki mne 4elovek..no o4en bolno i ne priatno osoznavat' shto teba ispolzovali v svoih namereniahi smotreli na teba kak na interes a ne na 4eloveka..ne mogu bolshe takie ludi zaberaut u mena lubimoe delo..mou strast',bez kotorogo ya git' ne mogu..eti graznie intrgi,sdelki zastavlaut mena otkazaca ot odnogo iz samih lubimih del moei gizni....

vot ugew nedelu ya ne mogu razobratsa v sebe....ya ne znau 4ego ya ho4u.,ya ne znau s kem ya ho4u bit'..ya ne zanu kak mne bit',,ya perestala videt' cel' v gizni..ya ee poterala,,ne znau za4em vse eto?!vse moi usiliya,esli v kone4nom etoge laga..ya perestala verit v s4ast'e,ya perestala ulibaca....naverno u mena depresnak,a moget eto sledstvie travi..nada prikrashat kurit'...i vapshe kak to opredelaca..u mena dikoe 4uvstvo neopredelenosti.....

4ot to poslednee vrema u mena o4en mnogo novih znakomst ..priatnih i neo4em..novay gizn ,novie znakomstva-eto vse utommlaet..ya h4u pokoya..ya ho4u shtob vse ostavili mnea v pokoe..po4emu kto-to shto ho4et ot mena..

I can't fall down on my knees
(I thought you loved me)
and apologise to you
(If you really loved me you would of stayed with me)
(And apologised to me that's all i asked for)
coz that aint my style
(Well let me hear what you had to say earlier)
I remember how we met it was on the train
how could i forget you smiled and looked at me
the soft of your lips, they captured me
the whole ride down we kept our eyes on each other
and then we sat, down together
you gave me your number, said give me a call
I thought i wouldn't call at all
here we are fell in love like hand to glove
pure bliss from above
now all we seem to do is fuss and fight
we never seem to get it right
See there's too much fire so much desire
so it took a little time to take me higher
I'm sorry if i hurt you and i went astray
I guess we gotta call it a day
ha heh
I can't fall down on my knees
(on my knees)
and apologise to you
(to you)
coz that aint my style
(That aint my style)
I remember the night when we were home alone
you were on the sofa i was on the phone
you overheard me call out my best friends name
that's when u went crazy started going insane
grabbed the phone from my hand
backed me against the wall
shouting and asking who was on the call
you wouldn't believe me
when i said it's just a friend
that's when all the madness began
you kept yelling wild I fell to the floor
crying in hysteria cant try w'you no more
I knew you had a temper
I wish i didn't see it
you wanted me to be faithful
I told you i could be it
But that didn't stop you
from putting your hands on my face
you simply said you had to put me in my place
at the end of every tunnel there's always a light
and the door.. it sure looks right

That's why-hy-hy-hy-hy
I can't fall down on my knees
(on my knees)
and apologise to you
(to you)
coz that aint my style
(That aint my style)

[Middle 8 Suzie-lead vocal, All]
He's got you begging on your knees
crying in your sleep
making you believe him
but your stronger
than you'll ever know girl
you control your own world
no need to take no more
And yo' I asked you to calm down
asked you who was on the phone put the horn down
you had a glass of wine
a Versace night gown, a lime green one
that i bought you for your trip
from the cruise you won
I don't approve of those male friends
I told you back then when we first got together
I don't trust those men
and you did it again
I lost my temper blinked out
and wrecked the house boo
that's all i can remember, I'm sorry
I can't fall down on my knees
(on my knees)
and apologise to you
(to you)
coz that aint my style
(That aint my style)
I can't fall down on my knees
and apologise to you
coz that aint my style

Depends how much they’re paying you, I guess

You've all got your heads up your assholes because love is. It just is and nothing you can say can make it go away because it is the point of why we are here, it is the highest point and once you are up there, looking down on everyone else, you're there forever. Because if you move, right, you fall. You fall."

you had time
how can i go home
with nothing to say
i know you're going to look at me that way
and say what did you do out there
and what did you decide
you said you needed time
and you had time

you are a china shop
and i am a bull
you are really good food
and i am full
i guess everything is timing
i guess everything's been said
so i am coming home with an empty head

you'll say did they love you or what
i'll say they love what i do
the only one who really loves me is you
and you'll say girl did you kick some butt
and i'll say i don't really remember
but my fingers are sore
and my voice is too

you'll say it's really good to see you
you'll say i missed you horribly
you'll say let me carry that
give that to me
and you will take the heavy stuff
and you will drive the car
and i'll look out the window and make jokes
about the way things are

how can i go home
with nothing to say
i know you're going to look at me that way
and say what did you do out there
and what did you decide
you said you needed time
and you had time

vot sigu kak tupiZZa...vstala segodna v 7.30 poggrebla k kompu..sela,v nadegde vstretit svoi laff,a gizn sostoit iz sploshnih oblomov........