В колонках играет - Zемфира

Настроение сейчас - confusion!!!!!!!!!

It's freakish how weird and preposterous things are.
I miss those who aren't even worth being missed. I want the one who I can't have and I don't wanna be with the one who actually wants me. The past keeps kicking my door (not knocking on it, but literally bumping into it rudely). Nope, there is no way back. It's ridiculous to get back to something that you were trying to burn, to erase, to destroy inside of you so painfully long. That is just NO. This time both for mind and heart (finally a unity!).
I do everything right, sometimes even disgustingly right, but always end up being tied up in confusion.
I add two to two and get five.
I guess I gotta re-read Orwell.