loving someone is giving them great ability to destroy you. however, doesnt matter how it is painful at the end, you going to have best memories of your life. You will miss them most of your time, trying to find somethig similar. Unfortunately, this great emotional period will stay in your heart forever, and will never repete it self in real life.

that moment looking at person who you love, just thinking "Wish you knew", "I fucking wish you knew". Knowing that it will never be the way you want it, breakng down and seeing him leaving your place, still feelng his kisses and touches. Asking yourself "how did I eded up like that?". Knowing that you can't do anything, like your hands tighted behind your back and the only option escape. I dont know any woman who will be able to run away in the beginning of something super emotional, curiousity will never leave her alone if at the early stage when usually people dont get hurt, will run away.

Looking at his eyes, wishing him, smelling his parfume her head just goes wild, she becomes dizzy drowning in passion and love. Trying to stop herslef from falling into his charms, she tries to stop him. Stop his kisses, stop this moment when no one can resist with such a pain of love in the heart. Realizing that in few hours he will be gone again, shes in doubt of what exactly she want now to happened. He ask "What happened?", she has plenty thoughts of what to answer, but no words coming out from her mouth. Her lips keep trembling, trying to say so many things. The only phrase she was able to say was "Im tired...and you tired". That does not stop him, he keep trying to own her, klling her with his kisses, strong hands and beautiful face. The love beginns, her lips saying totally opposite from what she feel "I cant, stop, please stop". Then it just turns into "Please, dont stop". She feels goose bumbs all over her body, tremble of her legs. Keep drowing in emotions of love and pleasure. She understand that all this unresistable, full of fire emotions.

Loviing someone one way, is hard, sometimes is worse it, sometimes you fall in love in people who just destroying good in you. Its all experience. Love is a great undescribable feeling, where usually people lose themself, some become best they are, some worse dying in jealousy in unability make it great. Everyone have to get hurt in order to become something great in this life position. Love makes you feel like a child, you have your own magic world with a prince/princess. Making love with your THE ONE, is the best you can ever imagine, is like feeling the cocaine rush going through your body with his touches. It does hurt at the end, for some poeple it gives them loss of themself, deprssion, gaining weight, hating everybody, being scared of realtionship. That's the time when you develop your personality, what you can do and what will make you be real human being. There are plenty people who scared to love again, because of the amount of pain they went through. Dont be scared, feeling is one of the most importat think for our living, they motivate, they make you belive in something.