I have so many dreams but i've no idea how to start making them as part of my life. I always do the easiest part and than just wait for miracle to happen. Many people loves me without reason, I never did anything to them. They just do. Other people scared of me. I don't know why also. Of cousre everyone have own opinion about me but I never try to impress anyone to become someone for them. No need. Everyone who comes to our life will bring some little lesson to learn. After a while this person will be gone or maybe not. maybe you found your soulmate or something close to it. I dont really know where to imagine myself. As a human being I can do anything. The problem is I just have to like it and work as harder as I can. I never knew what is it to work hard. Even though I did ballet, which unfortunately didn't teach me anything it just caused me negative effect with which I cant deal by now. I lost self confidence, became more closed and less caring about things which I'm doing. Of course its stupid to blame something or someone but somehow it does influenced me. Im happy that by now I realized all this. When you know your problems you can easily fix them. That what im trying to do now. Fear is one of the biggest reasons to stop you from following your dreams. Its always seem not easy, and you fear to fail, or be embarrassed, and misunderstood. However, thats what life is. You just have to pass through all this to find what is for you. Some people born lucky. From the young age the perfectly know what they want, for others life gives troubles. Sometimes we see problem as a disaster, we think that is the end of the world and nothing can be fixed. But, when we are feeling week and ready to give up, we find the solution. The problem is overthinking. Life is way easier that in seems to be. We accept everything to close to our hearts, crying and blaming ourselves when in reality nothing happened. Even love we accept to close. We expect so much from the person and just forcing ourself to be disappointed. We make life seem so sad and dark that we forget what is it to appreciate everything what life gives us. This modern time just force us to appreciate things more than people. We accept people, make them close to us, and leave like nothing happened. We stopped care about feelings, we got more impressed by things which ruin our health, waste our time and don't teach us anything. Most and more we start to fuction like technologies just following weird rules which forcing us to become slaves.