Whole my life I used to believe in 3 chances. Right now i realize that not jut me follow them. Doesn't matter how i try, my truth, my explanations. Nothing working. I hearted him 3 times and now my turn to be destroyed for things which I have done. He'll never forgive me. And my second try to solve things out and get him back keep burning in front of my face. I know now I would never leave him. I was stupid by believing people, keeping myself in my past. Tomorrow gonna be my 3d chance and after this I'm gonna be gone suffering and knowing that I lost one of the bet guy I ever had in this life. He can't trust me again and i guess his love is gone. Gone for real. From everything for him to nothing. Life is unfair that you realize things very late. But it's good that you learn. Everything has a reason I guess. He's right it's not meant to be. I love him now just for own suffering. It's like my karma for his pain. Well, I moved on once I'll move on again. Being friends with him gonna be at list something. At list I'm gonna get an opportunity to spend time with him. Accept your failure is the worst what you can do. But I don't have choice. The low of 3 times exist for everyone I guess.