SO GRANT TOOK ME TO SEE THE TAYLOR FIREWORKS BECAUSE AS YOU ALL KNOW I LOVE THEM, AND IT WAS SO PACKED THAT WE PARKED IN THE ART VAN PARKING LOT AND WATCHED THEM FROM THE BACK OF HIS TRUCK, BUT HE WAS SO SWEET ABOUT IT HE TURNED SOME REALLY GOOD LOVEISH MUSIC ON AND HELD ME AND I REALLY NEEDED THAT BADLY, IT MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM ALL OVER AGAIN, I DONT NO WHAT IT IS ABOUT HIM, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. THINGS GO SO BADLY SOMETIMES THAT ALL YOU REALLY NEED TO KNOW IS THAT YOUR LOVED AND THINGS START TO FEEL ALOT BETTER. YEAH I KNOW THAT I AM A WOMEN BUT STILL, IF MEN COULD JUST ONCE KNOW FORSURE WHAT WOMEN CRAVE AND NEED THINGS WOULD BE SO MUCH EASIER, AS IS THE OTHER WAY AROUND. ANY WAY GRANT AND I ARE COMING UP ON OUR 4 YEAR ANNY AND I AM SO FREEKING EXCITED WE MADE IT THIS FAR, I NEVER THOUGHT IN A MILLION YEARS I WOULD OR COULD BE SO CLOSE TO ONE PERSON BUT HE IS MY BEST FRIEND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD, HE MAKES ME FEEL NEEDED AND LOVED, AND I LOVE BOTH OF THOSE FEELINGS, HE IS MY LOVER AND MY GIVER....WHAT MORE COULD I ASK FOR.

ANYWAYSSS.....


ASHLEY IS SO IN SCHOOL!!! AND ALMOST FINISHED LOL...YEAH YEAH I KNOW BUT I ALWAYS KNEW I COULD DO IT JUST TOOK A LITTLE WHILE LONGER THAN IT SHOULD, BUT THINS FINALLY WORKED THEM SELFS OUT FOR ME. IM SO PROUD OF MY SELF AND THE MANY THINGS I AM DOING THESE DAYS, I FINALLY GOT MY OWN PLACE, AND I AM IN SCHOOL, I HAVE AN AMAZING JOB, AND A NEW TRUCK. I COULDNT BE ANY MORE CONTENT.:>