today was refreshing I got to see many members of the old guard, AJ's kids have certainly grown, Nate has really only gotten taller, but Ember has really grown. So much has changed in only one year, it makes me think how fast the world is moving by without me. In some ways, I think I'm stuck in the same shell since 18, like I've been frozen in stasis watching on as time keeps marching on. Will I find someone, will I find my place, will I every truly be happy?
I keep on asking myself these questions but still I get no answer.