I love my life!!! But not like you... I love it by my way... I love when it is hurts... when it is sad... loneliness... I also love joy and laugh... jolly moment... And also I want to fall in love... to distraction... so I never mind want it's happening with me... but I never try... And it's not good for me... And I like it... I am unnormal... And I also like it!!!