she is not scared to die 
best things in life drive her to cry 
crucify then learn 
{take so much away from inside you 
makes no sense 
you know he can't guide you 
he's your fuckin shoulder to lean on 
be strong} 
sit & watch me burn 
{take so much away from inside you 
makes no sense 
you know he can't guide you 
he's your fuckin shoulder to lean on 
be strong} 
she's taught to believe 
that it be ok 
look at your face 
scarred in dismay 
now times have changed 
& so have you 
i think i'd rather crucify than learn 
{...} 
i'd like to take you down 
and show you deep inside my life 
my inner working 
to smell & lack of inner pride 
to touch upon the surface is not for what it seems 
i take away my problems 
but only in my dreams 
{take so much away from inside you 
makes no sense 
you know he can't guide you 
he's your fuckin shoulder to lean on 
be strong}

Opened up it's revealed!
Savour this
Dont get lost in a lie!
Hit or miss
Beside, myself, push on
What's to come must be proved
Focus bliss
Charcoal stares
One foot at a time
Smear those lines
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
Certainty
Is not at hand
I can't keep my eyes open
Chose not to listen
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
I thought I found
What I always wanted
I got what I wanted
I got just what I always wanted
I got what I wanted
I got just what I always wanted