If you’re with me
Say you love me
Say you need me
Don’t turn away,
and never leave me
I’ll do the same with no regret
I’ll give my heart to you and say
I’ll be with you for all the way… (Swt)

If I take a step no one can stop me,
You’re far away, who’s gonna save me,
Alone and broken I cannot breathe,
Tonight I’m drowning in my tears.

Will I survive throughout the night
to wake and see the morning light?
Will I be strong to overcome
this acute feeling? Neglected by everyone.

The storm inside won’t let me be,
A shallow river turns to a sea,
Nobody’s here and in the dark
No one can hear the last beat of a dying heart…

September 11, 2009 1:30 a.m.

Настроение сейчас - Alive!!!

I’m free from thoughts and I will fly
To places where my dreams come true,
I will not run, I will not hide,
This time I know I’ll make it through.
Far from the ground, up in the skies
I’m free, I wear no more disguise

I see the colors of the World,
I hear the sounds I have not heard,
The sunshine fills me up inside,
It clears my consciousness and mind.

I spread my wings, take a deep breath,
I break the walls of fearfulness,
I feel so strong and warm inside,
The time has come to realize
I let myself and I’m free to be
The real me you didn't see.

Настроение сейчас - творческое

Why do you torture me?
You know I can’t stand pain
It makes me weaker every time
But we have nothing left to say
I hate my tears I cry for you
I wanna live, release myself from thoughts of you
They fade away, sometimes come back
At night when you do not expect
Please let me go, free from yourself
Give back my heart, don’t make me hate
Aren’t you aware that you can kill?
Desire, love and will to live.
I shouldn’t care, it’s no big deal
Though broken heart can never heal
What have we done? A big mistake…
I wish I could eliminate the way I feel
And I can’t take you scorching me
I need to push you off my way
You never cared, and never will
Now we are strangers, can’t believe
That I still need you here with me
I pay the price tearing my soul,
you only smile and watch me fall…