I STAY IN A JOB I HATE BECOUSE I KNOW I WONT PASS A DRUG SCREEN ANY WHERE ELSE.AND I DO DRUGS BECOUSE I HATE MY JOB.IN A CROWD (FRIENDS,FAMILY,STRANGERS)I ALWAYS WONDER WHICH OF US WILL DIE FIRST.IM HAPPY AND LUCKY BUT I'VE NEVER TOLD ANYONE.I WISH I COULD JUST WALK AWAY.WHEN I EAT,I FEEL LIKE FAILURE.I WAS YOUNG + STUPID NOW I LIVE AN UNSATISFIED LIFE!!I MISS FEELING CLOSE TO GOD.