This is me for forever_____________________________Now I know
One of the lost ones ____________________________That I can't make you stay
The one without a name___________________________But where's your heart?
Without an honest heart______________________________But where's your heart?
as compass_________________________________________But where's your...
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This is me for forver_____________________________And I know
One without a name___________________________There's nothing I could say
These lines the last endeavor_____________________To change that part
To find the missing lifeline___________________To change that part
-_____________________________________________To change...
Oh how I wish________________________________________So many
For soothing rain_____________________________Bright lights to cast a shadow
All I wish is to dream again_______________________But can I speak?
My loving heart ___________________________Well is it hard understanding
Lost in the dark______________________________I'm incomplete
For hope I`d give my everything_______________A life that's so demanding
-_______________________________________________________________I get so weak
My flower,withered between_______________________A love that's so demanding
The pages 2 and 3_____________________________________________I can't speak
The ones and forever bloom______________I am not afraid to keep on living
gone with my sins_______________________I am not afraid to walk this world alone
-_________________________________________Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Walk the dark past_______________________Nothing you could say can stop me going home
Sleep with angels____________________________Can you see
Call the past for help____________________My eyes are shining bright
Touch me with your love_________________________Cause I'm out here
And reveal to me my true name______________________On the other side
-_________________________________________Of a jet black hotel mirror
Oh how I wish______________________________And I'm so weak
For soothing rain______________________________Is it hard understanding
All I wish is to dream again_____________________I'm incomplete
My loving heart ____________________________A love that's so demanding
Lost in the dark_________________________________I get weak
For hope I`d give my everything_____________I am not afraid to keep on living
Oh how I wish_______________________________I am not afraid to walk this world alone
For soothing rain__________________________Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
All I wish is to dream again_______________Nothing you could say can stop me going home
Once and for all___________________________I am not afraid to keep on living
And all for once___________________________I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Nemo my name forevermore___________________Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
-__________________________________________Nothing you could say can stop me going home
Nemo sailing home________________________These bright lights have always blinded me
Nemo letting go________________________These bright lights have always blinded me
-________________________________________I see you lying next to me
Oh how I wish____________________________With words I thought I'd never speak
For soothing rain__________________________________Awake and unafraid
All I wish is to dream again______________________Asleep or dead
My loving heart ______________________(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
Lost in the dark______________________(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
For hope I`d give my everything_______(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
Oh how I wish_________________________(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead
For soothing rain_____________________'Cause I see you lying next to me
All I wish is to dream again__________With words I thought I'd never speak
Once and for all______________________Awake and unafraid
And all for once______________________Asleep or dead
Nemo my name forevermore_
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My name forevermore...
I push my fingers into my eyes_____________________________"Oh, sweet Midian
it's the only thing__________________________________I burn for thee at heart
that slowly stops the ache______________________________Don't despair
but it's made of all______________________________Come bare me on wings of graveyard robbed leather
the things I have to take_____________________________To where pleasure rings deep secrets
Jesus it never ends___________________________________In spurts after dark..." *
it works it's way inside___________________________________Under full moons waxing lyrically
if the pain goes on..._________________________________________Death's poetry floods the soul
_____________________________________________________________Like the freezing seed of a demon freed
I have screamed until my veins collapsed___________________To curse the stars with vertigo
I’ve waited as my time's elapsed_______________________And in their dance, in trance I've prised wide
now all I do is live with so much fate__________________Slick rifts twixt obsidian thighs
I've wished for this______________________________________Hymeneal gates to darker sides
I've bitched at that_________________________________________A glimpse of plinths where Midian lies
I’ve left behind this little fact______________________________Midian...
you cannot kill what you did not create_______________________________Haunted by this portent
____________________________________________________________________________This obsession in my mind
I’ve gotta say what I’ve gotta say and then I swear I'll go away____________With a city sunk below
but I cant promise you'll enjoy the noise________________________________Tall cedar groves and graves sublime
I guess I'll save the best for last_________________________________________Sporting their importance
my future seems like one big past__________________________________Marble wings spread to the skies
You're left with me cause you left me no choice____________________A vale of dreams that it would seem
____________________________________________________________________The daylights race to leave behind
I push my fingers into my eyes____________________________These visions struck like a furious fuck
It’s the only thing______________________________________Nailing wet lips to cold cemetery walls
that slowly stops the ache______________________________Flashes of lust to dust
If the pain goes on____________________________________________Splashed across my psychic pall
I'm not gonna make it!_____________________________________As hybrid lovers reached their cusp
___________________________________________________________With final thrusts I saw it all
Put me back together_______________________________________Forbidden Midian
Or separate the skin from bone______________________________A long fabled Judecca
Leave me all the pieces___________________________________A sanctuary for sin...
Then you can leave me alone_______________________________________To rival Heaven
Tell me the reality is better than the dream__________________Free of Eden's tragic wreck
But I’ve found out the hard way___________________________(Though the only Angels in repose
Nothing is what it seems_________________________________Were those with ivy strangled necks)
____________________________________________________________Small mercies in vistas of dolmen and vault
I push my fingers into my eyes_____________________________Gaunt, haunched edifices
It’s the only thing______________________________Midst lightfingered mists
that slowly stops the ache_______________________From whence more awful shadows
but it’s made of all_____________________________Drew back rusted bolts
the things I have to take________________________And dared a threshold
Jesus it never ends_____________________________________The searing Sun had knelt to kiss
it works it's way inside________________________________Shades of dusk, cruelty and myth
if the pain goes on______________________________________The Tribes of Christ will not forgive
I’m not gonna make it!___________________________________And shall not suffer their kind to live
__________________________________________________________For I, mesmerized, started not from tombs
All I’ve got________________________________Or their waltz so sibilant
All I’ve got is insane(x5)___________________Through the gathering gloom
___________________________________________But from flumes of the moon in bloom
I push my fingers into my eyes________________Baring cach a face effaced
that slowly stops the ache______________________And raped in the womb
but it’s made of all____________________________In hidden Midian
the things I have to take_____________________A vatican lying in state
Jesus it never ends_______________________For the sanctity of sin...
it works it's way inside_________________To rival Heaven
if the pain goes on___________________Above Eden's birth defects
I’m not gonna make it___________________Though the only Angels that arose
________________________________________________Were those who fell to most requests
All I’ve got _______________________________________Small mercies in vistas where dolmen and vault
All I’ve got is insane(x4)_____________________________Caught twisted whispers where fisted sisters
She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame,
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me.
I'd do anything to have her to myself,
Just to have her for myself.
Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.
She is everything to me,
The unrequited dream,
The song that no one sings,
The unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in,
All I need to make it real is one more reason.
I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.
But I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
A catch in my throat, choke,
Torn into pieces, I won't. No.
I don't want to be this but
I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) x4
She isn't real.
I can't make her real.
She isn't real.
I can't make her real.
